Am I Really Okay?
I try to be strong
I try to stay true
I try to ignore pain
That's all I can do
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I know I say I'm fine
but that is a lie
because I'm barely pulling through
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Because every day I miss
Hearing the words from your lips
They comfort me and pull me onward
Everyday I wish
It wasn't like this
because without you my joy fades
And they ask me,
"Are you really okay?"
I count every day
I know when we're due
I can recal every moment
That I am with you
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I know I say I'm fine
but that is a lie
I'm barely pulling through
Without you
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Because every day I miss
Hearing the words from your lips
They comfort me and pull me onward
Every day I wish
It wasn't like this
Because without you my joy fades
And they ask me
"Are you really okay?"
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I lie to them
because I don't know what else to do
How could they understand the truth
Take it from me
Its better nobody sees
It will just make it worse
Because every day I miss...
They comfort me...
Every day I wish...
And I tell myself.....
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I will always miss
The words from her lips
Every moment I'm not around her
I will always wish
I wasn't like this
Because my joy's starting to slowly fade....
And I ask myself
"Am I really okay?"
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Another song written when I was dead lonely. For some reason, even though this song isn't a happy one, I made it have a bouncy and extremely catchy tune...