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Stuck At Midnight

I work hard 
waiting for the day
when I can see you face-to-face
again

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I'm scared
scared that no matter how hard I try
There will eventually be a final
goodbye

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I'm torn
between staying calm and acting on this feeling
that's tearing me apart

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I wait, I wait
every second ticking by
but when I'm not around you
time doesn't seem to fly

 


The clock is ticking
and tocking
and ticking away
every moment of every day
untill the day is up 
and the clock starts speeding up
and then suddenly time just stops
I look up
and see 
that nothing's okay
It seems like the clock will never change
And I let a single tear fall
as I'm up against the wall
because It feels like I'm stuck at midnight

 


I'm confused
how the daytime when I do not care
goes on smoothly but night hangs in the air

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I don't think 
I can ever shake the feeling
that always overtakes me at night

I'm beaten


without you time stands still
and takes all its fill 
and goes longer

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I wait, I wait 
every second ticking by
but when I'm not around you
time doesn't seem to fly

 


The clock is ticking 
and tocking
and ticking away
every moment of every day
until the day is up
and the clock starts speeding up
and then suddenly time just stops
I look up 
and see
that nothing's okay
It seems like the clock will never change
And I let a single tear fall
as I'm up against the wall
because it feels like I'm stuck at midnight


I wish there was a way to make it go by
I wish that there won't be a final goodbye
I wish, and I wish but what good is all this
If I'm really stuck at midnight

And I'm waiting for the next midnight

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Every night. Every time. Always the same. It feels like time is stuck and the night will never end. My thoughts are always on my friends. Specifically Blue. The only way I could pass the time that night was by writing about it.

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